
I’m trying to stay positive. This is proving to be very difficult as I am still in consistent pain and my muscles are very tight. I’m unable to stand straight, walk without a cane, or lie down. I feel as if I never had this surgery. I know, this is a bold statement to make. A negative statement to make, as well. I am so very frustrated with all of this. I’m at my breaking point.
I’m going to physical therapy every day and sometimes twice a day. The ultrasound and e-stim make me feel more whole. I can feel my blood moving and my muscles relaxing, although it’s (for now) a temporary relief. I know I need to stay positive and consistent with my care.
I just want to be well.
