Feeling the love

Dear Friends, 

In the past month or so I’ve been surrounded by caring, thoughtful, and loving people- you. Thank you for:

lending an ear, a shoulder

sharing a laugh

picnicking in the park on a sunny SF day

washing my dishes

thoughtful gifts

wheeling me around the city (and up many many hills)

driving me to and from class (and wrestling with Harley)

writing me sweet notes

calling just to talk

making me dinner

bringing me dinner

massaging my toes and legs and head and back when it hurts

hugging

visiting with cupcakes in hand (and one time, a kitty!)

crafting

shopping

lunching

tidying and cleaning

supporting

loving

Thank you!

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Speaking of friends, one of my favorite people on the planet, A.O, gave me a very special gift. A beautiful jade green pendent that is worn over the heart. She is one of the most healing and warm people I know and I truly believe her love and support is inside this gift. It means a lot to me. 

Along with the gift came this note, to remind me that I have the:

Energy to focus on what needs to get done

energy for a calm preparation

energy for courage in the operating room

energy for the endurance needed through the healing process

energy for self-love every step of the way

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I know these procedures are not super complicated and that I’ll be fine. I think the most ‘difficult’ thing about all this is just the anticipation. I’ve been waiting for a while to have relief and I almost don’t know it’s coming so soon. I can’t wait. 

I’ve been taking a lot of time to focus all my energy in putting my heart and mind in a healing space. I’m pretty sure I’m in it. 

I’m so excited about getting back to action. I continually feel blessed for not having to endure a life-threatening illness or a permanent disorder. I know it won’t be an overnight journey to wellness, but I’m starting the path there. I don’t lose sight that I am a lucky lady. 

Tomorrow I have my consultation and exam w/ the surgeon. Then, Thursday I have the first two procedures. Bring it on!

Thank you for your support. 

Tuesday, March 16, 2010   ()